i wish...

i wish for a lot of things...
mostly i wish for myself..
i know..
selfish i am..

but then again... i only get to wish..

Lyrics | Miley Cyrus lyrics - When I Look At You lyrics

i wish that i get to sing this to someone..

Partayyy!!!

i'm already 24 years old.. but acting like a child celebrating her 10 years old birthday.. thats just me..

My Birthday Project was a success!!! with the help of my lovely sis and mom..everything that was planned had been executed smoothly. We cooked, we baked, we grill .. we did everything... i must give a big clap and standing ovation to my team project. hehehe
The food was delicious!! the decoration was just right!! and the theme was fun and easy to follow.. and not to mentioned the game was fun too.. so my advice is if you want to have a birthday party why don't you organize it own your birthday... the best way to enjoy a party is to enjoy your own birthday party!! plus you get birthday gifts too..hahhahaha.... but hey if you give some love to what you do.. you will get the love back for sure!!..

colourful...

Nyum Nyum.. owh yess we also have NINI cokelat celup...
celup! celup! hahah

Here are some Party Tips that i think might help

1. always list out the number of guest you are inviting, and confirm their attendance at least 3 days before the event.(you can always use the message inbox through FB or even you can create an event through FB)
2. pick a theme that is easy for everyone to follow and remind your guest about the theme
(i chose the bright and colourful theme..its easy and it always pops out in pictures)
3. try to decorate your place according to the theme..however always keep an eye on the budget..
( balloons is a must!!!...or else there will be no party... try to bring back your guess down the memory lane with your favourite snack during childhood)
4. always plan the menu for the event..and try to budget according to the number of guest..and list all the item that you need to buy..
5. play some games that involve everyone... such as charade or win lose or draw... this is so fun!!
6. give some door gift to your guest so that they will remember your party always!!.. i gave empty CD that i personally hand drawn the design on the CD... heheheh
7. enjoy what you are doing ...as all the love will give more excitement and fun throughout your event.. hugs!!!

below are some party ideas from Mr Google

My Menu

1. Chicken wings & drumsticks marinated with hot sweet and spicy sauce
2. mashed potato
3. coleslaw
4. Chinese fried rice
5. pizza roti
6. spaghetti
7. fruit trifle
8. vanilla cupcake with strawberry jam

as you can see the menu was pretty easy... and some can be made the night before...heheheh

have a great party!!!

Him who shall not be remembered

my first day working outside was a good one.. so many things i learned.. mingling with people or strangers... walking with confidence and keeping your head high while with other people... however yesterday was a day that's too much that i had to take... i had a fever at the end of the day.. and end up sleeping early..

i saw him yesterday... the last person that i taught i would meat.. but fortunately we just pass by each other... at that moment i was going out of the PWTC entrance while busy chit chatting with Sue.. and then it caught my eyes...
he was looking at me.. his eyes were as if he was making sure whether its really me or not..

I HATE HIM...

i hate him soo much that it makes me shiver for a moment... just a moment..

i need a moment of silence...

and not to think anything.. but shamelessly my eyes were red..

but im not stupid.. crying over some worthless men..

his just a bad history... a history that should never be repeated...

and yes i HATE him.. i shall not revenge.. nor shall i think about him at all.. its a shame for me to admit that its hard... but it is very hard for me... as i wish not to say out his name or shall tell a story bout him.. i still end up still telling...

thus from NOW, i shall not mention his name or anything that had got to do with him...

HISTORY..

END OF STORY

but My Life is My Life..

my life is so beautiful with my family and friends... and they are all what i had.... but i like to fill the empty space in my heart at the right time and at the right moment..

i pray for myself and for all of you people.. to be happy and prosperous..

as you who will fill my empty space for now..

M&M

i have a short term memory loss you know... very.. very short...
but not as short as Dori though... a friend of Nemo's dad..heheh she suffer major short term memory loss... pity her..:p

i forgot what is it that i actually wanted to post here.. but then nvm.. i shall post something that i wanted to yesterday..about Malaysia and Martha Stewart.
For those who don't know anything about Malaysia you guys are missing a lot of adventures and colors in this world... i am proud to say that Malaysia is my country.. and i just cant get enough of it..
its like ABC.. 'Ais Batu Campur'.. colourful and tasty..and you never know whats the treasure hiding beneath the sweet ice... but then you can always refer here.. :)

What about Martha Stewart?.. in the US shes like the 2nd Oprah.. but more focus in the domestic area.. if you want to be one of the Stamford Wifes.. then maybe this is where you should refer to.. very prim and proper..

ABC

so what does Martha Stewart and Malaysia have in common?.. NOTHING..
Malaysia is a country where the people are very out going and fast.. they park their car on the roadside.. they talk loudly.. they sneeze and spit anywhere they want to.. they cut lanes..
but then those are just some old habits that Malaysians are slowly getting rid off.. s l o w l y~.. :p

well.. very recently the Malaysia Ministry of Tourism had invited Martha for a 3 days visit in Malaysia... Giving her a very warm welcome and let Martha herself experience the lifestyle in the 10th most competitive country in the world... its a good effort by the government in promoting Malaysia to the world especially US.. because some of them think that we are so kg. and ulu..that they think we live on trees.. common people... that is an insult.. even they think that we dont have Youtube.. What the?... so its a good way to open their eyes.. How Martha will promote Malaysia?..well through her blog .. you can click her picture below to read it..



ok fine.. two thumbs up for the initiatives.. but tue laaa... being Malaysian.. we always take things for granted.. buat keje ala kadar jerr... the opportunity is in our hand but then we didn't do it full heartedly... adeke patut biar Martha tu amik gambar sendiri.. Adoiiiiiiiiiiii.... assign laa kat dia sorang professional photographer...baru laa gambar tue cantik... promoting through blog, meaning by putting beautiful, clear, and colourful pictures.. how can they miss this small detail out.. aiyooooo.... gloomy jerrr gambar dekat blog Martha tue.. if i'm one of the reader i wouldn't want to visit Malaysia with those pictures.. tak clear and uninviting...

Maybe this is a very very small matter for some people... but this small detail is what attract people as it is what they see first...

sekian.

before i say goodnite..

Dalam Blog.

adakah dengan berbahasa sinis dan kasar itu menarik?
adakah ada bangga apabila menyumpah seranah?
adakah ada kuasa apabila memperlekehkan orang?
adakah molek menegur dengan mencaci?..

pelik orang zaman sekarang ... teguran manis dengan kiasan berwibawa sudah tidak ada..

Dalam Hidup.

jejaka melayu akal pendek...ilmu cetek... setan banyak bertenggek..

wanita melayu hilang ayu...hilang malu.. hilang baju...

cukuplahh...

AYUH BANGSAKU!! BANGUN!! aku malu~

Congratulation sis!! Now you are a semi-doc!!

Usually you only got to attend convocation ceremony once...
but my dear sister is so special that she have two convocation!! Wow!! Congratulation Dearie!!!.. you have always make us proud!!..
I'm proud to have a sister that is so cute, garang, super intelligent,kuat merajuk, rajin giler, pengemas, pemurah dan banyak lagi that i cannot list them all...maybe i cant challenge those 32 list that that someone(hehhehe) have because there is no word that can describe how much i love my sister... hehehhehe


my cute sisters


Big Hug



Congratulations!!

p.s : pray that i have enuff money to attend your last graduation in UK!! heheh

have you?

have you ever
had a feeling so strong that it make you feel sick?

have you ever
scared of something that it makes you feel like you want to pee?

have you ever
want something so badly that it makes you shiver?

have you ever
feel tired of waiting and knowing that you had to wait some more?

have you ever
scared of the reality and facts that you have to face?

have you?
have you?
have you?
have you?

well i do..

just about now...