WeightStruggle...

I am not ashame of saying that i am a superbb overweight girl... im cute!! hahahaha... got to say that out loud... but how far cute can i be if everyday i keep on stuffing myself with all the fat in the world...letting my self out from the cute and adorable zone to this Fat Monster zone..owh dear dont let this be me and you...I will not let my own self rouning my Life.. there are sooo many things in Life u havent explore yet and how could you enjoy the beautiful sunset by the beach while running with your loved ones( i just got those from one of those romantic paperback covers...hahahah)

Thus i've decided to really really really and for another 30trillion times really going to focus on this..(Oh God keep me strong!) ... anyway guys i am at the starting line now..and my life long marathon is still a very long way to go... its a marathon~.. so i could run sowly as long as i need to finish the marathon...its not a sprint..i need to go slow and make it my way of life...so please guyss i need some cheers and support- pom pom girls and cheerleaders really works for me! (inspiring me to be more like them laaa~ not like the way you guys are thinking hahahahha!)

Gambatei Kudasai! (Gambatei! in japanese means " You Go Girl!")

for starters here are some details for you guys and a reminder for me:

Current Weight: #$$%kg
Height: 154 cm
Weight to put out: 30Kg
Short term goal: 5Kg

MuffinFunMaking

We did some Orange Muffin with Poppy Seeds....and it was delicious... need to do lot more baking and cooking after this... fill up some times with some useful activities....got another one month of holiday and i am already dying out of boredom...

InternetFreaks

i was glued in front of the laptop for the whole day...making myself busy with the template which i am now using.. well..although HTML is alien to me i manage to do some changes to this template and able to insert what i want in it... i am satisfied for now.... but surely there will be changes in the future....

my dad was pretty damn mad at me ...he said i was wasting my time doing nothing with the internet...

hmmm... i think he must have thought that i was busy checking out peoples fs and fb page..hmmm plzz...i have more things to do rather than doing those useless stuff...

like ....
learning how HTML works...heehhe
surfing the latest fashion blogs...
finding the coolest and cheapest preloved or brand new weekend bazaar...
thinking whether should i not go and work at KUMON during this holidays...
and yes...not forgetting finding the most beautiful and coolest fotostream on Flikrs...

and who said i am wasting my time...

i wish they could just understand...huhuhuhu

don't hate me because i was born in this internet era.. don't blame me.. blame them..

Puzzles

Life are like puzzles...we need to find the perfect piece to fit in each slots...
or else the picture is incomplete...
the beauty cannot be seen..
the message cant be convey...
and worst it is left unappreciated...

never thought that a puzzle could mean that much..

i admit that finding the right word and putting them together into sentences is just not easy

as i am not a painter that can express sunshine on canvas with the brightness of pink and the darkest of black...
nor i am a poet that can compare my love to the warm beautiful summer..

but rather i am just a normal person trying to learn every steps that i take in life..
making sure the path that i am taking will not be regretted.. thus by sharing my life with people i hope my journey of LIFE will be a little more easier....

welcome to this little sweet stop of my life..