Him who shall not be remembered

my first day working outside was a good one.. so many things i learned.. mingling with people or strangers... walking with confidence and keeping your head high while with other people... however yesterday was a day that's too much that i had to take... i had a fever at the end of the day.. and end up sleeping early..

i saw him yesterday... the last person that i taught i would meat.. but fortunately we just pass by each other... at that moment i was going out of the PWTC entrance while busy chit chatting with Sue.. and then it caught my eyes...
he was looking at me.. his eyes were as if he was making sure whether its really me or not..

I HATE HIM...

i hate him soo much that it makes me shiver for a moment... just a moment..

i need a moment of silence...

and not to think anything.. but shamelessly my eyes were red..

but im not stupid.. crying over some worthless men..

his just a bad history... a history that should never be repeated...

and yes i HATE him.. i shall not revenge.. nor shall i think about him at all.. its a shame for me to admit that its hard... but it is very hard for me... as i wish not to say out his name or shall tell a story bout him.. i still end up still telling...

thus from NOW, i shall not mention his name or anything that had got to do with him...

HISTORY..

END OF STORY

but My Life is My Life..

my life is so beautiful with my family and friends... and they are all what i had.... but i like to fill the empty space in my heart at the right time and at the right moment..

i pray for myself and for all of you people.. to be happy and prosperous..

as you who will fill my empty space for now..

M&M

i have a short term memory loss you know... very.. very short...
but not as short as Dori though... a friend of Nemo's dad..heheh she suffer major short term memory loss... pity her..:p

i forgot what is it that i actually wanted to post here.. but then nvm.. i shall post something that i wanted to yesterday..about Malaysia and Martha Stewart.
For those who don't know anything about Malaysia you guys are missing a lot of adventures and colors in this world... i am proud to say that Malaysia is my country.. and i just cant get enough of it..
its like ABC.. 'Ais Batu Campur'.. colourful and tasty..and you never know whats the treasure hiding beneath the sweet ice... but then you can always refer here.. :)

What about Martha Stewart?.. in the US shes like the 2nd Oprah.. but more focus in the domestic area.. if you want to be one of the Stamford Wifes.. then maybe this is where you should refer to.. very prim and proper..

ABC

so what does Martha Stewart and Malaysia have in common?.. NOTHING..
Malaysia is a country where the people are very out going and fast.. they park their car on the roadside.. they talk loudly.. they sneeze and spit anywhere they want to.. they cut lanes..
but then those are just some old habits that Malaysians are slowly getting rid off.. s l o w l y~.. :p

well.. very recently the Malaysia Ministry of Tourism had invited Martha for a 3 days visit in Malaysia... Giving her a very warm welcome and let Martha herself experience the lifestyle in the 10th most competitive country in the world... its a good effort by the government in promoting Malaysia to the world especially US.. because some of them think that we are so kg. and ulu..that they think we live on trees.. common people... that is an insult.. even they think that we dont have Youtube.. What the?... so its a good way to open their eyes.. How Martha will promote Malaysia?..well through her blog .. you can click her picture below to read it..



ok fine.. two thumbs up for the initiatives.. but tue laaa... being Malaysian.. we always take things for granted.. buat keje ala kadar jerr... the opportunity is in our hand but then we didn't do it full heartedly... adeke patut biar Martha tu amik gambar sendiri.. Adoiiiiiiiiiiii.... assign laa kat dia sorang professional photographer...baru laa gambar tue cantik... promoting through blog, meaning by putting beautiful, clear, and colourful pictures.. how can they miss this small detail out.. aiyooooo.... gloomy jerrr gambar dekat blog Martha tue.. if i'm one of the reader i wouldn't want to visit Malaysia with those pictures.. tak clear and uninviting...

Maybe this is a very very small matter for some people... but this small detail is what attract people as it is what they see first...

sekian.

before i say goodnite..

Dalam Blog.

adakah dengan berbahasa sinis dan kasar itu menarik?
adakah ada bangga apabila menyumpah seranah?
adakah ada kuasa apabila memperlekehkan orang?
adakah molek menegur dengan mencaci?..

pelik orang zaman sekarang ... teguran manis dengan kiasan berwibawa sudah tidak ada..

Dalam Hidup.

jejaka melayu akal pendek...ilmu cetek... setan banyak bertenggek..

wanita melayu hilang ayu...hilang malu.. hilang baju...

cukuplahh...

AYUH BANGSAKU!! BANGUN!! aku malu~

Congratulation sis!! Now you are a semi-doc!!

Usually you only got to attend convocation ceremony once...
but my dear sister is so special that she have two convocation!! Wow!! Congratulation Dearie!!!.. you have always make us proud!!..
I'm proud to have a sister that is so cute, garang, super intelligent,kuat merajuk, rajin giler, pengemas, pemurah dan banyak lagi that i cannot list them all...maybe i cant challenge those 32 list that that someone(hehhehe) have because there is no word that can describe how much i love my sister... hehehhehe


my cute sisters


Big Hug



Congratulations!!

p.s : pray that i have enuff money to attend your last graduation in UK!! heheh