And YESS!! dah habis dah 2 hari puasa dari banyak lagi bilangan puasa yang tak mahu aku nyatakn disini..(hahaha poyo).
Pejam celik pejam celik lagi setengah jam aku akan pulang ke rumah... tak sabar rasanya untuk melepak dan menggeliat depan TV. Owhh i must say that lately my time of leisure had been cut short because of work.. and if only i have some, it will be full of hard work of painting and doing the final touches of our my house... and so i miss it badly...
what are you looking at?.. this is my place and remote.. shhoohhhh
I feel older today.. not in the sense of age.. welll yeahh i know i'm old.. but in terms of maturity i can say I'm half cooked...hahhaaha... not yet ready and still too naive to face the real world..
well..basically i went to KWSP today... registered as a new member there.. it was fast and easy... so now i officially have an EPF account...
it is a big step for me... maybe not for other people.. as some already have it at 18... but not for me.. i'm still new.. hot from the oven..
while waiting for sue to finish off hers( she has some problem with her Mycard..so it took sometime..) at the waiting area.. i have this strange some sort of calming feelings...
i feel old~
i dont know why that i feel older...
just a little bit wiser maybe... but then again i feel scared...
scared of the truth that now i am old.. now that i have to make big decision.. now that i have to work to earn money... i have to plan my future... and wondering if what am i doing is correct... too much too think in too little time... it makes my mind feel tiny.. making me feel small as an ant...
and now.. right at this moment i surrender... surrender to Allah that he knows the best.. what i can do is to plan.. to try the best that i can.. to take and think at every opportunity that was given... as i am just human... and mighty Allah is the ruler of the world.. lead me to right path.. light up the right way...make my path easy.. Aminn
i have goosebumps all over my body...
well..basically i went to KWSP today... registered as a new member there.. it was fast and easy... so now i officially have an EPF account...
it is a big step for me... maybe not for other people.. as some already have it at 18... but not for me.. i'm still new.. hot from the oven..
while waiting for sue to finish off hers( she has some problem with her Mycard..so it took sometime..) at the waiting area.. i have this strange some sort of calming feelings...
i feel old~
i dont know why that i feel older...
just a little bit wiser maybe... but then again i feel scared...
scared of the truth that now i am old.. now that i have to make big decision.. now that i have to work to earn money... i have to plan my future... and wondering if what am i doing is correct... too much too think in too little time... it makes my mind feel tiny.. making me feel small as an ant...
and now.. right at this moment i surrender... surrender to Allah that he knows the best.. what i can do is to plan.. to try the best that i can.. to take and think at every opportunity that was given... as i am just human... and mighty Allah is the ruler of the world.. lead me to right path.. light up the right way...make my path easy.. Aminn
i have goosebumps all over my body...
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